A Blast In Spark of Life

wow! feel like a lil bit amazed today!
there's something such a blast mixed with a spark of life.
iya, hari ini rasanya meaningful banget.
got so much life-lessons today. both from my teacher and my bestie.

sebenernya bukan dari temen sih. dari pacar temen lebih tepatnya.
no no no.. dari kelakuan pacar temen paling tepat!
oh boys, why do you have billion tricks to deceive us?
don't you know, we girls have so many ways to figure things out.
sepintar dan selicik apapun kalian coba buat memperdayai wanita, it won't works at all!
oke, awalnya (mungkin) kami para wanita mudah untuk diperdaya.
but we're not that fool dear!
we always try, try to find out the evidence. segala cara kami lakukan buat dapetin bukti.
and after finding them, we just need you to admit it! that's all.
no need to fake us anymore. we just need the truth.
after knowing the truth, let's talk it over.

ahh, cerita hari ini bikin ngeri sendiri kalo ngebayangin ngalamin kaya gitu.
semoga nggak. pasti nggak.
i'm a good girl, i deserve to get the best one.
tapi good girl juga patut waspada dong.
intinya sih ati-ati aja pas mutusin who's gonna be our date.
tapi kadang kita udah ati atiiii banget, masih aja kecolongan.
kalo kejadian gitu sih i prefer to leave him.
iya, nggak pake acara gencatan senjata dulu trus damai kemudian hari.
hey, who's gonna guarantee you that they won't do the same thing again?
ibarat orang nyandu, berapa kali rehabilitasi pun mereka bakal tetep kecanduan buat nyandu lagi dan lagi.
oke..ngga bisa mengkotakkan orang kaya gitu semua sih..tapi kebanyakan gitu kan?
correct me if i'm wrong.

well, jujur jadi makin takut buat milih seorang yang bakal nemenin kita hidup nantinya.
setelah banyak kejadian yg dialamin temen-temen pun aku sendiri.
no, i'm not a traumatic person.
bukannya trauma buat berkomitmen, but i just wanna make sure that he's the right one.
he who always be with me til death do us part. who always accept me anything i am. for better or for worse.
the one who always love me wholeheartedly. be faithful, no cheat, no excuse.
but i still don't know how to ensure myself that he's the one? anyone? pls tell me how..

kalo kata bu lilis pagi ini, wanita harus pintar memilih pria mana yang patut untuk diprioritaskan.
aahh..my law teacher always be my favorite!
she always inspire their students to get better life for future, and give good advices in facing this life.
ketika ada beberapa pria yang mencoba steal your attention, pintarlah untuk berprioritas.
mungkin iman dan kepribadian bisa jadi acuan untuk menentukan.
setelah yakin dialah imam terbaik, mulai deh meniti kehidupan *wow bahasanya -____-

terlalu banyak yang beliau ajarkan pada kami.
dan terlalu sering pula i forgot to post what she's said on this blog.
emang dasar pikuuuunnnn! hehehe..
oke, lanjut besok lagi kalo ingatan sudah membaik.
i'm gonna take a rest and continue to finish my task tomorrow morning.
nite :*

hell-o May!

hell-o May!

another hectic month in this startling year.
wish i could skip this month, the month after, and so on..
but still, life must go on.
and we must face this hardest situation with our best struggle no matter what.
no need to take a part on one's life.
no need to worry about who's gonna be our mate in grad day.
no need to drown our soul, somewhere belong.
no need.. no need to do something useless in this last two months!

all i need to do is just finish my final project, graduate from my school, and get a job while continuing my bachelor degree.
all i need to do is make mama and papa proud.
proud having a daughter like me.
i always try, and try.
in my own way.
i can't be someone else out there.
but i promise, i can be better and best for you two.

love,

Luna :)