Goodbye Lullaby

Always listening to Avril's latest album Goodbye Lullaby recently. Love all the songs, they're all nice. Furthermore the lyrics from some of her songs represents my feelings right now.

Darling you're just like Black Star. Please Stop Standing There, don't go anywhere even it's Not Enough only to see you Smile at me. Never Push me down, never hurt me though Everybody Hurts. But it's your choice to say Goodbye. Do you Remember When you said "I Love You For Real"?? What The Hell, it's only words! Well, hope you'll find another Alice who can love you more than I do. But still, I Wish You Were Here...

Weekend with Foster

Howdy fellas! How's your long weekend?
Three days off of school doesn't mean anything for me since I have to do some works. Finish the PKL proposal at a sugar factory near my house, study auditing for quiz on tomorrow Monday, and another work within my heart that I have to cure it by myself. Still, no-one can't heal my pain yet.
My Saturday was not really boring as I got the music videos of David Foster and Friends from my brotha. There were some awesome singers perform there and it was a really great performances from Michael Buble, Josh Groban, Andrea Bocelli, Katharine McPhee, Peter Cetera, Babyface, and many more!

David Walter Foster, is a Canadian musician, record producer, composer, singer, songwriter and arranger, noted for discovering and producing some of the most successful artists in the world

David Foster and Friends

 The most amazing performance

Andrea Bocelli and Katharine McPhee sing The Prayer

webcamaniaaaaacs!

Had some photoshoots with besties using my webcam. Here are the pics...

and these are the pics of mine at my room when had nothing to do...

Hmmm I know this is such unimportant post. But who cares? :P

Best I Ever Had

Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon

"But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had"

as life must go on, we're gonna live our own life
many thanks to you for keeping me more than a year
you're the best I ever had :)

TGIF!

I’m hooooommmmeeee!!

Whoah, after two weeks didn’t go home I finally can enjoy my room and meet my Luna! Well, actually I can meet Luna everytime and everywhere (if there’s network connection, of course), but it’s different when I’m home. I can share everything since there are lots of ideas come. That’s very very different when I’m out of home, I have no idea what I’m gonna talk to you, Luna.

Hmmm, and what am I gonna say today? I’ll just say: Thank God It’s Friday! lol

I was really hectic in preparing LIMIT the last few weeks. LIMIT (Leadership and Managerial Training) is one of student activities in an organization I follow: HiMA. It’s one of the steps to join HiMA for freshman. Well, I don’t wanna tell you about how was the event, how many participants attended LIMIT, or how organizing comittee worked. Because the result was..

Although the whole event was unsuccessfully done, I enjoyed the night outbond. How can??? Mmm, it’s difficult to say, difficult to understand why I did something stupid. But now, I can breathe with relief. I begged pardon for my misbehave for about a year to my bestie on that night. That was very great moment to talk with her again without any jealousy anymore. How can I be so stupid for soooo long? She’s really nice friend, she’s smart and humble. I should be very lucky to have a friend like her! Since she’s humble to everyone, the night outbond was quite fun. We spent the night with demisioner and had some fun. Btw thanks to demisioner who joined and helped us in that event. Mas Irham, Mas Dipo, Mas Ibnu, Mas Bambang, and other demisioner (I’m sorry I forget the other’s name), thank you so much! And also a big thank to Parampaa quiz which got along us with each other. Btw Mas Dipo have finished the Parampaa quiz! I don’t really believe him! lol.

start to live without any jealousy anymooorrreee!!

*btw, I was soooo happy when I got morningcall from my friend. He woke me up and remind me to pray subuh. Hmmmm that was very nice :D thankyou mas Ai. Hope someday I find someone who always remind me to pray to Allah SWT instead of remind me to have some meals. lol

English (Love) Business?

I was really confused when my English Business teacher asked us to do some writing about why we fell in love with our boyfriend. That’s not a good idea remembering I have no boyfie anymore. Well, actually I can write something about my ex, but I think that kinda bad idea. It can turn my mood down again and again.

The writing itself was about describing the reasons why we love our boyfriend. And he gave us ten minutes to do that. I thought ten minutes was more than enough to write. But I was totally wrong! I had no idea about what I’m gonna write about. Who the hell that man and why I fell in love with him. I was stuck! I couldn’t write anything. The paper was clean, the idea didn’t come.

And the last minutes where the idea didn’t come yet, I decided to write anything. Anything about someone. Anything about my feeling to him. Anything.

I don’t even know who the man I told about. And my writing was such a mess. It’s not wrote sistematically.

“I love to be loved by someone I love. I don’t really know why I love him. I just love him the way he is, love him without any specific reasons. I can feel my heart’s beating when he stares at me. I feel warm when he hold me tight. I feel super comfy when he’s beside me. I think that’s love actually and why I fell in love with him. I love him not because of his kindness, his care, his face, his smart, or anything else. I love him because I do love him. And knowing that he loves me too, that’s such a very special thing ever for me.”

Well, still wondering about that man. Who is ‘he’ actually? Did I write this based on my ex? I don't think so...

The Puzzle

My besties said that we're just like a puzzle, complete each other.
I was agree with that statement,
but I used to be afraid if I won't finish the puzzle well.
And my fear finally became true.
I ruined my own puzzle.
I took the different parts of puzzle so that I can't complete my own.
And I'm losing it.
But I've tried anyway...

Sometimes I ask to myself, am I gonna look for the old missing puzzle?
or look for the new one?
Well, I can't give the answer right now.
I just wanna live my life.
Enjoy every single time with my fams and my besties.
And maybe if someday I find the missing puzzle, I'm sure I'll make it perfect.
Rearrange the puzzle with full of my heart.
And if it doesn't come back to my life, what am I gonna do?
Only God who knows the answer.

There's no need to regret the missing puzzle.
It'll come back with God's allowance.
Or He's gonna gimme the better new one.
God is good, right?

Keep Stilettos, Wear Wedges!

I don't really know why I fell in love with wedges lately. I used to love wearing high heels and flat shoes, but wedges are kinda cute, cool, and pretty shoes! They look great with dresses, pants, skirts, and shorts. Besides they're very helpful in adding my height and elongating my legs! :p

From basic wedges to pattern platform wedges, they're super cool!

sophisticated wedges from UP made by my fave blogger Diana Rikasari